I’m not sure if I mentioned I hit a deer with my truck a few weeks ago. I never found the deer. It was after 11:30 PM and the road was a dark, two lane affair through the country. I turned around twice and looked carefully on both sides of the road. Nothing. The next day, on the way to work, I checked again for any signs of the deer, or maybe circling buzzards. Still … [Read more...] about I Almost “Should” All Over Myself This Morning.
How I stack up against others is not the issue. I end up “shoulding” all over myself when I think about others. Either I “should have helped,” “I shouldn’t have helped,” “I should have seen…” or “Why didn’t I see… " What a cluster. There is no good answer, but there is plenty of pain and suffering and emotional distress when you go down the “should of trail.” I am … [Read more...] about My progress is my own business